Just suddenly felt like that...

Just another week...but the not so familiar feeling has come back..longing to love someone but unable to...wanting to shower her with love...but circumstances just don't allow so...this goes out to those that understand this feeling:

Hurt is when love is undelivered,

Happiness even when a little smile is reciprocated.

Pain is the feeling when you drag yourself away,

Joy fills your heart when she/he says "Okay"

Sadness overcomes because you feel inadequate,

Love does ironic things people.






Joke of the day:

Why did the customer get slapped by the waitress?





Answer:

Because he ordered a "QUICKIE"!! LOL (he pronounced quiche as quickie)

1st 2 days at Singapore Youth for Christ!!!

Yes...finally my training and attachment at Singapore Youth for Christ(SYFC) has started...it has been really fun and a really good learning experience...did contact work and Street E..the last time I did was in sec skool..was abit tough at 1st..but obviously through God's grace..it was a quite a breeze...hope to learn as much as possible and the pple here are really great...really accomodating and helpful and friendly..

Joke of the day:

Why did the chewing gum cross the road?





Answer:

Because it was stuck under the chicken's feet. (Lame rite? then why did the chicken cross the road? Because...I ALSO DUNNO LOL)

Represented NTU alumni team TODAY!!

Represented NTU alumni team today and won all our matches. I hope we showed the freshies a good example....

I did not come to youth today because of this reason...I informed the committee and Seok Hoon long ago...Sorry if my absence caused any problems...This is my 1st absence from any youth meeting and it is with a valid reason...That's all I have to say...

Sudden rush of feelings...

Listened to one of my fav chinese songs...Ni Na Me Ai Ta by Li Sheng Jie...
The songs kinda reflects wat i feel now...not being able to say ur feelings...fearing the outcome...juz letting her go...haiz...if only feelings could be so much simpler...but thank God i can handle my feelings much better and have not done any stupid thing to scare the gal i guess...lol...

Got encouragement from the dinner with Don, Ivan, Stanford and Mavis

Lol...after youth..we went to long john silvers(yes i noe..again..but really dunno where to eat liao)..den we talked alot abt the future of the youth ministry..the discussion was really encouraging...

Things we hope to achieve in the near future:

A new name, Closer friendships and relationships between youth, A family-like atmosphere, A befriender saturday, more activites and stronger bible study, new leaders, sports training, publicity thru announcements, our very own website and the notice board, A youth t-shirt, guest cards...so on and so forth...

We leave it to God and really hope all u youths lend a helping and build the strong foundation where we rise to greater heights with our youth ministry...


Joke of the day:

What has holes, is really hairy, is always wet, and really smells?








Answer:

The NOSE. (for those dat think backside...either u need a bikini wax or u really gotta keep ur ass dry! lol)

Camp Christine - Read on b4 you make ur opinion

I hear from people complaining..i read it in blogs..eh come on..i really doubt anybody could have done a better job...

If you do not know what I'm talking abt, I'm talking abt the youth's camp will be at camp christine..

Trust me..we have looked at MANY different alternatives..because the committee knew you all wanted a change in area...

1) We checked St John Island campsite - Unless you all wanted to sleep tgt (guys and gals all under one bunk) and cook ur own meals everyday, I guess this ain't the one for u.

2) We checked the Sembawang BB/GB campsite. Unless you all wana pay more than $50 for the camp, we would gladly book it for you all.

3) We checked out schools, but the reason was the same, they had their own activities.

4) We even thought of using the church. Unless you want to have 40 guys waiting for only one bathing cubicle, I think its not possible.

Therefore, if anyone has a better alternative, please come and approach me. If not, try not to complain or even rant off about not coming. With that attitude, I rather you not come. You wana know why? Because this camp is not for you youths or BBs. Yes you heard me right. This camp is a glorification of God's grace and love for us. We are using the church's money and we better be good stewards of it. So either come to praise God and show that you love Him, all you can continue complaining about not going or that its camp christine again like a CHILDISH toddler.

I'm super serious about this. The last thing I want for the youths or BBs is to take anything for granted. I believe in unless you something better to contribute, you better as well shut up.

No joke today, I'm just disappointed and I hope many of you can wake up your ideas.

Things are happening so fast!

HAhaha celebrated children's day with the sunday school kids and played games and played dress up with the teachers lol...they were all wrapped up in coloured papers and newspapers...really had alot of fun...

Thinking abt it..I was not serving in any ministry 1 year ago....had this talk with Zhenwei and Serene really made me think..it was just one year ago..so much has changed...I'm serving as the one in charge of the games for the sunday school kids at the last sunday of the month, den i'm starting as a full-time youth worker intern on tuesday and I'm also in charge of the games for the sunday school outing on Nov 10th.

Then, another 2 pple asked me to serve in more ways...One asked me to consider giving children's sermon and another has asked me to be the MC for the church retreat...WOW things has really changed for me..serving and coming to church has so much more meaning now..i guess itz becoz I treasure God's love and relationship alot more than the past...in the past i took it for granted being born into a christian family etc etc...


Joke of the day:

What is something that can curl, turn and block the sun at the same time?






Answer:

CURTAIN! (hahah i look at my window then tot of it..becoz u read fast..curl turn = curtain LOL)

Men are from Mars...Women are just likes MARS (as in the chocolate, sweet and you never get sick of it!!)

Hahahah wanted to put a interesting title I thought of today...

Today I went major hardcore shopping in JB with my buddy Darren from NTU...we shopped from 11am till 1pm..then we watched Knocked Up (real funny and really meaningful)...then we carried on by watching the 3.30pm show Rogue Assassin (real good story line..but not as action packed as the advert suggests..but really good). Then we went to Holiday Inn and shopped even more hahhaa...finally we ate dinner and spent till we had only 8 cents ringgit left...so desperate rite?

Anyway it was a great day shopping and preparing for stuff to wear when I officially start as an intern for the youth worker position as of Oct 1st...can't wait..I'm filled with anticipation...itz gonna be a tough road..but itz gonna be well worth it...

As for all the youth out there, all the best for your exams and may God bless you all with concentration and memory of all that you have learnt. Always remember, God is carrying you all the way...So you are never alone during the examinations..

Joke of the day:

What appliance and piece of furniture can turn a human being into a food item?





Answer:

The TV and the sofa. It makes a person turn into a POTATO (AHAHAH laugh wiv me..COUCH POTATO...get it?)

Yes, It is official..I'm going to be the youth worker for my church!

hahah just say the great news that God has allowed me to choose Him and serve Him in a full-time capacity by being a youth worker in QLC...my training starts on Oct 1st at youth for Christ and I'm totally excited to do so...I prayed and thought about this for a long while after my final exams in NTU...But I'm glad I made this decision I definitely will not regret it...

As for my friends thinking whether I may become a pastor in the future, it is not something impossible....this is because I will be going for the studies next year july..and I think I will get a masters in theology..which in the future will help me in either being a youth pastor or a full-fledged pastor...but that's in a few years time...but still very possible

Today's my niece's bday and I would like to wish her a wonderful bday and that she will find the wonderful friend that God has blessed her with..being able to have fun but be mature about things at the same time....

Did planning with the YF committee from 11.30 till abt 2.30...it was really fruitful and God was definitely working in the meeting....we could really see a movement towards growth and strengthening...The future is bright..all thanks to God and the help of the rest of the guys....
May we continue to grow for God and never let go of the faith that keeps us strong.


Joke of the day:

Who's bday isit today?





Answer:

You NICE.

Chuck and Larry!!

Hahahah had a great time watching Now i pronounce you CHUCK AND LARRY...it was super hilarious..anyone of age should go to watch the movie....itz M18 becoz of the gay story line..hahah but itz done in a super super funny manner....

After that had sakae sushi buffet with mavis..ate alot...

Then i met up with wanjun..we walked ard and talked..been weeks since we last met...really different from last time where we met each other almost everyday in UNI..hahah..missed those times...she bought a few stuff on impulse....then she headed off to tuition her student..and me back to home to relax hahah

Joke of the day:

Why can't a chicken cross a road?






Answer:

Because there is no such thing as a green chicken on the traffic light. (there's only the green man)

Okay..my jokes are getting lamer...but WHO CARES