Just suddenly felt like that...

Just another week...but the not so familiar feeling has come back..longing to love someone but unable to...wanting to shower her with love...but circumstances just don't allow so...this goes out to those that understand this feeling:

Hurt is when love is undelivered,

Happiness even when a little smile is reciprocated.

Pain is the feeling when you drag yourself away,

Joy fills your heart when she/he says "Okay"

Sadness overcomes because you feel inadequate,

Love does ironic things people.






Joke of the day:

Why did the customer get slapped by the waitress?





Answer:

Because he ordered a "QUICKIE"!! LOL (he pronounced quiche as quickie)

1st 2 days at Singapore Youth for Christ!!!

Yes...finally my training and attachment at Singapore Youth for Christ(SYFC) has started...it has been really fun and a really good learning experience...did contact work and Street E..the last time I did was in sec skool..was abit tough at 1st..but obviously through God's grace..it was a quite a breeze...hope to learn as much as possible and the pple here are really great...really accomodating and helpful and friendly..

Joke of the day:

Why did the chewing gum cross the road?





Answer:

Because it was stuck under the chicken's feet. (Lame rite? then why did the chicken cross the road? Because...I ALSO DUNNO LOL)

Represented NTU alumni team TODAY!!

Represented NTU alumni team today and won all our matches. I hope we showed the freshies a good example....

I did not come to youth today because of this reason...I informed the committee and Seok Hoon long ago...Sorry if my absence caused any problems...This is my 1st absence from any youth meeting and it is with a valid reason...That's all I have to say...

Sudden rush of feelings...

Listened to one of my fav chinese songs...Ni Na Me Ai Ta by Li Sheng Jie...
The songs kinda reflects wat i feel now...not being able to say ur feelings...fearing the outcome...juz letting her go...haiz...if only feelings could be so much simpler...but thank God i can handle my feelings much better and have not done any stupid thing to scare the gal i guess...lol...

Got encouragement from the dinner with Don, Ivan, Stanford and Mavis

Lol...after youth..we went to long john silvers(yes i noe..again..but really dunno where to eat liao)..den we talked alot abt the future of the youth ministry..the discussion was really encouraging...

Things we hope to achieve in the near future:

A new name, Closer friendships and relationships between youth, A family-like atmosphere, A befriender saturday, more activites and stronger bible study, new leaders, sports training, publicity thru announcements, our very own website and the notice board, A youth t-shirt, guest cards...so on and so forth...

We leave it to God and really hope all u youths lend a helping and build the strong foundation where we rise to greater heights with our youth ministry...


Joke of the day:

What has holes, is really hairy, is always wet, and really smells?








Answer:

The NOSE. (for those dat think backside...either u need a bikini wax or u really gotta keep ur ass dry! lol)

Camp Christine - Read on b4 you make ur opinion

I hear from people complaining..i read it in blogs..eh come on..i really doubt anybody could have done a better job...

If you do not know what I'm talking abt, I'm talking abt the youth's camp will be at camp christine..

Trust me..we have looked at MANY different alternatives..because the committee knew you all wanted a change in area...

1) We checked St John Island campsite - Unless you all wanted to sleep tgt (guys and gals all under one bunk) and cook ur own meals everyday, I guess this ain't the one for u.

2) We checked the Sembawang BB/GB campsite. Unless you all wana pay more than $50 for the camp, we would gladly book it for you all.

3) We checked out schools, but the reason was the same, they had their own activities.

4) We even thought of using the church. Unless you want to have 40 guys waiting for only one bathing cubicle, I think its not possible.

Therefore, if anyone has a better alternative, please come and approach me. If not, try not to complain or even rant off about not coming. With that attitude, I rather you not come. You wana know why? Because this camp is not for you youths or BBs. Yes you heard me right. This camp is a glorification of God's grace and love for us. We are using the church's money and we better be good stewards of it. So either come to praise God and show that you love Him, all you can continue complaining about not going or that its camp christine again like a CHILDISH toddler.

I'm super serious about this. The last thing I want for the youths or BBs is to take anything for granted. I believe in unless you something better to contribute, you better as well shut up.

No joke today, I'm just disappointed and I hope many of you can wake up your ideas.